Im so glad that today's party though was not perfect but was at least v good for the elderly as they at least like wad my mum said... could kinda resolve their years of misunderstanding that they had for each other ... no matter wad.. still brothers and sisters mah right?
Most importantly...I am so glad that mummy could at least share lots of her intimate moments and ideas with me and was really open in her teachings towards me..... Sometimes... though i think my mum can be really noisy... but i am still glad that she is my mum...... in many ways i am what i am because of her patience and years of nurturing......
My daddy has just gotta start learning to treasure this women. When my mum started sharing with me moments of what my dad did to her again.... today that made her furious with him.... I totally can understand how she feels.... and yah... man with testicles cannot be trusted.... Why does he always gotta get involved in this woman? So excited to see her that even this family dinner also can skip?
He choose to meet her instead of eating dinner w us... haix...
I am so disappointed with him ..... really..
I really wonder sometimes.... is it a right thing to fall in love... a right thing to then marry a man... Coz.. who knows..... one day if he starts cheating on you.... your dreams of living happily ever after will all be shattered.....
A phase my good friend quoted.. " the first cause of divorce is marriage" Is that really true? i wonder sometimes...
All the cartoons that i've been watching since young, has really made me think that happily ever after is possible... but how often is that a smooth sailing route?.... U see... many times... these princess-ey stories always ends when the couple gets married.... but often.. problems only start after marriage... coz if boy and girl friends cannot even resolve their difference in the start.. they wont even walk to the stage of marriage right... so yah... may be the start of hell is when one gets married... and puts on that ring....
Ok i know.. i am getting a little pessimistic here..... but i guess ..... i am really starting to think this way coz... my mum told me.. that my uncle who recently got divorced.. already got another girlfriend...... who is also a divorcee..... im really thinking what is this world coming too? Is there really happily every after...? Can a couple.. at 80 years old still be happily walking down the street... still holding each other's hands tight and never letting go?.... its really a rare sight to see such a thing happening... but... that has always been my dream......
i really hope that dreams do come true....... =)
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