i really hate u for spoiling my 1st day of cny. All guys are the same. really. I really want to have a guy who will always be there for me when i need him. Who will always think of me and wan me to be there with him whenever he goes out.... Not leave me out on festive seasons like this when i work so hard to do my dissertation for the whole day and in the end, things turn out like this on the 1st day of my chinese new year. Last year, I was pang seh, this year was no different. Y do i always have to have shitty feelings on this day...... 

this phrase is really true, a guy will treat u the best when he is chasing u... when he's got u... hmm... things change. haix.

Suck balls man. I'll finish up my dissertation and score well for it coz... this is my only hope now......