Thinking back, i really enjoy being together with u for these 4 months.... Now, being so accustom to u being by my side, i cannot imagine what i'll do w/o u.  i love u loads! muacks =)

Its sad to hear the word im sick and tired of us quarrelling .....sick and tired of .... from u.

It kinda makes me think... hmm. will there be a day... that it'll be... im so sick and tired of u.

I hope that day doesn't come....really.

Just do me a favour, don't sms me or even call me tomorrow. Just give me a day to straighten my thoughts..... We need to cool down really.... this little time off from each other will do us good. really.....

I gotta stop screwing my life up! Seriously i duno what the hell im doing, thinking recently.!

sch, Work, relationship all not smooth?

this totally sucks!  Sorry for causing so much frustration, tiredness and all to u.... I need to pick myself up. before I can move ahead..... please give me some time. =/  

happy 21st birthday to me!

Happy birthday to me!

Many of my birthday wishes this year have come true..... of coz there are some that i am still waiting for.... but i guess it will take some time....

Its an irony that on my birthday, i have to be spending 1 hour of my time getting upset over a little thought of someone....it so funny how this person had no business in my life in the past and have now become very important to me somehow.... that 15 mins spare time i had driving... my thoughts wondered and it sucks having to suddenly think of her...and no way im gonna ban myself frm driving k... lolx.

Thank u Marv for spending my birthday w me and hearing all my rubbish today ! and hahahha ... i purposely made u get stuck in the jam back to JB. hahahahahaa... ok lah. v long nvr see u mah..... i'll remember to take the  DJ max from u the next time k. lolx....
go back den remind me...! grr.

Anyway, thanks babe for chionging to be the 1st on FB to say happy birthday to me on my actual bday..! hahahahaha..... i love u. but.. no french kiss pls. =X

and thank u dear for the weekend celebrations and help. =) my sat will be a mess w/o u. hee- i love u. today v tired rite... sorry for shagging u out over the weekend! lolx. its crazy how hyper im  isn't it?

Now im lying on my bed in my room and i can smell the beautiful lilies u gave me and it makes me feel as though u are right here w me....i miss u so much....=D

To me, you are one and only, because you've been by my side these past 5 years, going through with me all my up and downs and still give me a kiss without fail everyday. To me, you are a huge part of me, but i know, i am your everything and that's why i love u so much!

Larry, mummy loves u always. =)

Have been you-tubing: I really think that God has really blessed JJ with talent man! His songs r really nice! love it. =)

說一聲加油一切更美好
所有的悲傷請往邊靠
曾經流過的淚濕了傷口就讓
陽光曬乾而褪

這一種加油人人都需要
手牽手　我們一起賽跑
說好不見不散
每分每秒守候你到老

我們背對背擁抱　濫用沉默在咆哮
愛情來不及變老　葬送在烽火的玩笑
我們背對背擁抱　真話兜著圈子亂亂繞
只是想讓我知道　只是想讓你知道
愛的警告

No relationship will always be smooth sailing, but Im glad that now, we are on the path of sailing smoothly....

10 birthday wishlist

1) She will be removed from his FB n MSN

2) Pastjq blog will be deleted

3) Her number will be removed from his hp.

4) I will not see anything of her anymore

5) my relationship will be better

6) I will be more patient, learn to close 1 eye, or even 2.

7) You will know what i want without me having to spell things out one by one

8) We can have mutual understanding, trust and more communication

9) Less quarrels, less hurting words said and more happy times

10)He will start to talk more and blog more.

It is never easy to say nice words when u r pissed but hold that tongue coz u'll be hurting someone deeper without even knowing it sometimes.... I promise that whats talked about is over and i will just forget it. but.. really please don't repeat this coz its really hurting n stressful..... i have no strength for all these stress coz im already filled with it. Being in a relationship should be happy..... not sth stressful n unhappy..... i hope that this will be the last time we have to deal with this matter to do with her. Since she is ur past, i respect it, i hope that you respect me also...... coz ur actions really make me feel that you care abt her more than u say..... by seeing the blog n reminiscing ur past wit her makes me just feel like " i love her. but i cnt get her dats y i choose u." 

Coz if u really loved me only. den y bother go think back on those stuff u had w her.... like u said.. by making effort to go think back about the nice n gd stuff that each other did and had together can make the feelings still go back... den what are u trying to do when u go and read all the stuff u and her shared.....haix....i really don't understand....

.... really.. and im sorry for making u think that " other pple think you are good , only  i think your are not". I hope these are not your real feelings but just emotions only, if not... u really got to think thru if you are happy being together w me....