Wednesday, September 08, 2010

10 birthday wishlist

1) She will be removed from his FB n MSN
2) Pastjq blog will be deleted
3) Her number will be removed from his hp.
4) I will not see anything of her anymore
5) my relationship will be better
6) I will be more patient, learn to close 1 eye, or even 2.
7) You will know what i want without me having to spell things out one by one
8) We can have mutual understanding, trust and more communication
9) Less quarrels, less hurting words said and more happy times
10)He will start to talk more and blog more.

It is never easy to say nice words when u r pissed but hold that tongue coz u'll be hurting someone deeper without even knowing it sometimes.... I promise that whats talked about is over and i will just forget it. but.. really please don't repeat this coz its really hurting n stressful..... i have no strength for all these stress coz im already filled with it. Being in a relationship should be happy..... not sth stressful n unhappy..... i hope that this will be the last time we have to deal with this matter to do with her. Since she is ur past, i respect it, i hope that you respect me also...... coz ur actions really make me feel that you care abt her more than u say..... by seeing the blog n reminiscing ur past wit her makes me just feel like " i love her. but i cnt get her dats y i choose u." 

Coz if u really loved me only. den y bother go think back on those stuff u had w her.... like u said.. by making effort to go think back about the nice n gd stuff that each other did and had together can make the feelings still go back... den what are u trying to do when u go and read all the stuff u and her shared.....haix....i really don't understand....

.... really.. and im sorry for making u think that " other pple think you are good , only  i think your are not". I hope these are not your real feelings but just emotions only, if not... u really got to think thru if you are happy being together w me....




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