I dunno y is it so difficult.... Maybe I should learn to expect less from u. A small wish of wanting to travel for a short trip, even if it was just 1 night to batam, i'll be happy, but u just rather spend the money playing arcade. seriously. Fuck arcade... I can always go malaysia with marvin or serene.. but i always wished that you would be there with me instead coz u are the No.1 person i wanna and dream of travelling with... but.... guess now i'll have to drop that thought...


Nvm... seriously. i'll tell myself.... to expect lesser... thats how we grow up....